I have tried and tried to bring myself to write about Lucas’ birth and NICU journey but every time I sat down to write it out, all I can think about it who Lucas is now.

Lucas is a bundle of joy. He absolutely loves his family. He is a bright spot in our little family. We named our sweet boy Lucas because his name means, “To Bring Light” and I wholeheartedly believe that was what he does for us.

It’s interesting to me that while Liam’s story came easily and flowed right out of me, Lucas’ story is trapped in my mind. In some ways, it was very similar to Liam’s – my incompetent cervix, preterm labor pains and contractions, and a preterm birth – but in other ways it’s as unique as he is.

As I reflect on the days leading up to and the day of Lucas’ birth, my mind truly will not let me remember details. Trauma has a way of blocking things I guess.

What I do remember vividly about Lucas coming into this world is how much more peaceful the room was. Nothing was rushed and honestly, it gave me so much healing.

So Mr. Lucas’ birth story will remain in my mind but his story is still being written.

Lucas was born on May 25th, 2023 at 8:11 in the morning. He weighed 4lbs and 1 ounce and was 16.34 inches long. Born at 30 week and 6 days gestation.

He has and continues to bring joy and light to our family and for that I will always be grateful.